Warning: This post is undoubtfully, 100% emo.

Traditionally, I only post emo stuff following you know, some sort of a heart-breaking event in my life. This time really isn’t any different. Yes, there is a heart-breaking event in my life (of a very typical & easily guessable nature). However, that event in itself isn’t to be talked about here in a public forum. As far as this post is concerned, that event only serves as a catalyst for me to think about posting something here that is related to the mood itself, but not the subject matter. It also serves to explain why this “blog” uses a publicly available template, instead of a customized, made-just-for-me template that all proper designer should have.

The heart of the matter is, I loathe everything I make.

I had a conversation with my best friend last night, it was brought up that I have this huge void, a yearning and desire to be loved. She thought that I wanted to be loved by everybody as much as I loved myself, seeing that I always seem to self-righteous and stern about my ideals. There’s no question that she was definitely right about my need to be loved, but the reason is actually opposite of what she thought. I don’t love myself, not even a little bit.

Part of being a designer is that you need to have very firm belief in what you’re doing. Design is subjective, although you may support your design choices with as much rationalization, facts…

During the tedium of the work day grind, I have all sorts of weird IM conversation with my friends. While we’re talking about what we had for lunch today, I brought up one of my minor annoyances with… I’m not even sure to whom this one would be directed.

Why do we have asian/chinese “chicken” salad? Our cuisine covered an entire spectrum of all sorts of dead animals, why “chicken”? Is there a perception that Asian people only eat chicken, or somehow the only ingredient that you can mash into a salad from the entire range of Asian cuisine is chicken? Why isn’t there Asian barbecue pork salad? Asian fish salad? Well, if you really need to stay within the realm of poultry, how about Asian duck salad?

Of course, the mere fact that we have a certain salad created to cater to our culture is funny. I mean, growing up in Taiwan and all, Chinese people don’t eat salad, ever. Salad is clearly not a part of our traditional palette. So first we have our named tagged onto a type of food we don’t make, then have it limited to only one type of meat.

There is one possibility I have yet to consider though, maybe all Asian chicken salad strictly forbid the use of any other type of chicken excepted the ones imported from Asia…

Wow, that’s a whole ‘nother mess of complications.

Here are some photos of my cat… and the new place:

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It’s been more than a month since my last post…

I’ve moved away from the cold fogginess of San Francisco, thirty-five miles to the south where it’s warmer and sunnier in Mountain View. Besides the benefits of weather, I also have a bigger, nicer place along with a much shorter commute to work.

Now that the new furnitures are in place, I’ve been meaning to take some pictures of the new place. There is a certain time in the afternoon when the sun hits the windows just at the right angles, and lights the room brilliantly. I’ve been missing the opportunity to capture just the right pictures at this time though… so I’ll get to it when I get to it.

Step 1: Remember to get my camera’s battery charged.

This past week, Microsoft’s Mac development team announced that a real document converter, that will allow old versions of Office users to convert to new versions of Office 2007 format, will not be released until after Mac Office 2008 is complete. It was a choice of using existing resources to focus on releasing Office 2008 for Mac on schedule, rather than delaying it to get the converter out.

A few weeks prior, Apple made a similar announcement in regards to OS X. In order to get iPhone delivered and out on the market on time, they had to shift resouces from the OS X team to work on the iPhone. Therefore, they had to delay the release of OS X until after iPhone.

The general reaction to both of these events are about the same, although Apple’s announcement created a much more visible ripple through news coverage (and understandably so). Most people would think, a company with the size, resource as Microsoft and Apple, shouldn’t have any issues simply pulling in new resources and get the software released on time. Having gone through the responsibilities of finding new hire and contractors myself, I can sympathize with the difficulty of simply bringing in new resources. It’s never as easy as finding qualified people and bringing them in.

Besides the process of finding and filtering through the number of talents out there available, you have to find the one that culturally fits into the company’s general atmosphere. That process in itself can take more than…

Ran across an interesting little tidbit in my random browsing of the intrawebtube:

Last season for Battlestar Galatica

All I gotta say is, ABOUT TIME!

This past season of BSG was complete, utter crap except for the last episode, which just gave you barely enough to want to see how it ends. The progression of plot in BSG is completely reminiscent of X-Files. One episode in the beginning of the season to continue the cliffhanger from season past, and one/or one two-part episode with a cliffhanger to keep you coming back the next season. Fill in everything in between with utter, useless crap that explores mini-plots that no one cares about.

Since the second season of BSG, I’ve felt that the show was written for maybe one mini-series, or maybe two seasons; then stretched out into many, many more seasons because the TV executives realized they have a franchise on their hand, and they can make a *LOT* of money from it. So let’s stretch out that story arc, fill in as much crap as possible, and figure out how to make money from it for another extra few years.

It’s sad when a series that started off with so much promise, left me in the end saying, “Good riddance.” Although, I’ll still Tivo the last season just to see where it goes, and probably watch the movies and whatever other property they’ll come up with after that as well. After all, I stuck it out for every single season of X-Files, even…

Just updated WordPress to the newest version. I have no idea what security flaw the newest version fixes, but any security flaw fix is better than none. If you have not upgraded to WordPress 2.1.3 yet, download it here.

I’ve pretty much stuck with Blogger since the beginning, before Blogger became a Google property, when it was one of the few freely available blogging tool that existed. So what induced this loyal Blogger blogger to finally change over? One would think that I was dissatisfied with Blogger’s capabilities, but that’s quite the opposite. In fact, the newest version of Blogger, with its tags & widgets, has all of the features that I’ve always wanted.

For the most part, my switch to WordPress almost represents a step backwards. Hosting my own blog, running it on a local database rather than one that will potentially last forever somewhere in Google’s massive server farm. Customizing my own templates, throwing in Plugins to coax WordPress into what I want it to do. In fact, WordPress doesn’t have any official support for tagging, and still relies on a somewhat antiquated category system to deal with post organization.

So why switch to WordPress now? I wish I had a better reason to justify it, perhaps it was just my urge to be able to tinker more than I could with Blogger, perhaps it was the notion of having complete control; maybe it’s even the possibility of implementing WordPress on more sites, where the owner doesn’t feel particularly comfortable with giving everything up to Google.

Whatever it is… I’m happy with the move, until next time, that is.

Meanwhile, here are some tips to getting WordPress up and running:

• Install Sidebar Widgets:
  This addon will give you the ability

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I’ve always believed that a great product is made a few brilliant people with the vision to create something innovative & intuitive. Perhaps it’s due to my designer background and philosophy, where the success and the failure of a design firm really rests on the vision of a few people, rather than say, a focus group, research institute or a database collected over a number of years.

Apparently, that isn’t the corporate culture we have in America today. The corporate culture we have today is a series of handed-me-down responsibilities. The board of directors demands that the CEO to be responsible for the direction of the company. The CEO demands that his VP’s of various operational group within the company be responsible for the direction of the products. So you would think that somewhere down the line of responsibilities, someone has to make choices & decisions.

Problem is, responsibilities is also directly linked with faults and blame. It wasn’t the CEO that made the decision to focus on project A instead of B, it was the VP of some other department. It wasn’t the VP that made the decision either, it was the people working in the department that gave the VP the valid information, whatever that may be, that led to the decision for the VP to make the recommendation to focus on project A instead of B. Thus causing company to lose market share and money instead of potentially make millions and watch the stock prices go up (which…

There are plenty of things going on that I *can* post about, but didn’t have a chance to. So at some point.. they will be posted, right? Right?….